Nyquil is my BFF

Since early last week I have been overcome by the plague. Well, ok not the plague but some sort of mutant virus. Sometime Tuesday my throat started hurting by Wednesday it progressed to having lost my voice, Thursday I could talk kind of but, started getting the sniffles and I fell asleep by 5:30pm and slept through until I had to get up Friday when I felt worse than death warmed over.

I was stuck at work having to do a 10 hours shift with a fever, a runny nose that wouldn’t stop (think a 2 year old with a snotty face), and a sore throat. I managed to power my way through my shift but, on my way home I hit the drug store for more meds and went home and crashed. I basically spent all of Saturday sleeping and today I felt much better. I at least feel human again lol.

Right now I am zoning out with the combination of the Nyquil kicking in and the sound of my clothes going in the dryer. This is better than counting sheep any day! lol Now, I am off before I start drooling in my keyboard ;)

Sick, Tired

So, I’ve been battling a bladder & kidney infection for a while now … my antibiotics were finished on Monday yet my back / kidneys are still hurting so I went to the doctor yesterday and the nurse practitioner is a complete moron. There is no bacteria or white blood cells in my pee in a cup but, there is blood …. yet she doesn’t know if there is something like kidney stones going on or what. Plus my allergies are acting insane for the past week .. so basically I’ve been miserable.

Then yesterday the boy did something really shady that he thinks I don’t know about so I feel totally played … I don’t think I read too much into it at all. I’m going to wait to see how he acts I guess before I flip on him although last night he knew I was acting funny. I woke up with a HUGE headache this morning probably from being so upset last night.

UGH I think I’m going to take a nap or try to before work.

Yesterday?

So I shall sum up my day yesterday in bullets. Why? Because I have to leave for work in 20 minutes and I want someone else to be able to find some humor (perhaps .. hopefully?) in my shitty day yesterday.

  • Woke up not being able to breathe out of the left side of my nose and having a dripping faucet of snot from said nostril.
  • Finally got out of bed after a drag out fight wit BD (still snotting away).
  • Made chicken noodle soup for breakfast at 10:30am.
  • Laid on the couch with the soup, under a down comforter with the space heater blasting until I had to trek to work.
  • Stopped on the way to work and stocked up on medicines, tissues with lotion (I wanna kiss whoever created those .. well after I’m all done snotting that is), and cough drops.
  • Played into the joke at work that I’m Typhiod Mary (Though really .. not happy about that moniker but, whatever).
  • Did not die while at work.
  • Walked home in a blizzard. (yup still sick!).
  • Watched TV and giggled while high as a kite from nighttime cold medicine.
  • Passed out & hallucinated for hours.

Frustrated!

I am so damn frustrated with life right now .. DB is being a pain in the ass as usual and the Kidlet is going to be with him until Sunday night (I miss her already!), Work has been a huge pain in the ass since my boss went to visit his mom for Thanksgiving and the district manager is being a total dick because he has slacked off on his job up until now and he is worried that his slacker ass is going to get fired. A bunch on my friends are being total moronic assholes as well .. I’m so sick of people!

Also, tonight my Uncle (Kat’s Dad) had multiple heart attacks and he is still at the hospital and may have to have open heart surgery … I am going to explode from all the stress & pressure as if just the family stuff wasn’t enough to begin with lately.

I can’t help it

Now your mad at me because I told you that I couldn’t go to your event. You ask why and I just say everything and you get pissed at me and just say “Awesome”. Well what the hell I am I supposed to do? I have $5 until I get paid again next Friday and I have to buy milk for Kidlet too. Even if I had borrowed the money from SBH I have no ride because the person that I was going with’s car died.

You know I don’t drive. You know I am broke hell you were trying to get me to let you buy me a bottle of liquor last week but, I refused. I don’t want to take anything from you at ALL. I can’t even get the antibiotics that I need for my Pneumonia because they cost between $60 & $80 and I just don’t have the money.

It’s not my fault that I don’t have money to throw around like you do apparently. I’m tired of sitting here crying because I let you down. Any other time that you need me I am here.