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Disrespectful asswipes

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So my roommate is talking to a chick who definately has some mental health issues and has 2 sons under the age of 2. He talked to this chick before he married his estranged wife and he started talking to each other on Facebook (Sometimes social media sites are the evil!) just recently her youngest son is only 4 months old, she has severe depression issues and she was already telling the roomie that she loves him and they didn’t hang out until today. He told me that he wouldn’t have her in my house. So I was sleeping on the couch and he comes back home and pops his head in so I get up and pick up my mess from the living room and while I am putting stuff away in my bedroom he then basically just brings this crazy chick into my house with her kids.

I can’t tell this bitch from any other crack whore on the street and you bring her in my house so she can see all my shit and see what my kid looks like??? Oh and basically leave me stuck in my fucking room all night because you brought this chick here????? Oh hell no .. someone is going to need to bail me the fuck out this weekend!

Life is a crazy highway

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I had my monthly therapist appointment today .. it was pretty much the same as usual. When I got to telling her about BD saying something about wanting to have a baby for my birthday and wanting to rent a hotel room for that weekend she literally choked on her tea lmfao! I keeping having to tell her that I can’t afford the $30 so that I can go get my birth certificate to apply for insurance but, I feel like such a moron saying it though honestly that $30 is taking food out of my daughters mouth that I just can’t do.

I still haven’t talked to Keri since Saturday night when I blew up at her about stuff. She texted me Sunday & Monday and left a pathetic ass voicemail message on my cellphone Tuesday but, I haven’t responded because 1) She put me in a shitty position 2) She hasn’t apologised at all for anything and 3) She lied that the guys stuff was squashed & I can tell my her little sneaking Myspace status messages.

I can’t lie and say that I don’t miss just picking up the phone and calling or texting her but, I don’t miss the constant drama, bitching and excessive drinking at all. Oh yeah and her expecting me to always pay for her shit too. The rest of us have grown up and have taken responsibility for ourselves & our lives but, she is always going to be all about herself. I though it was guys that never grew up … maybe she is hiding a penis in there somewhere …

Let’s just abuse the system!

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So, I saw on the new the other day that the federal stimulus plan was giving out $200 per child for school stuff in families that are on public assistance. Which is well and good but, it has been proven that some of the families are misusing the money. Purchasing flat screen tvs, game systems etc.

This pisses me off! People constantly take advantage if the welfare system. People who genuinely need help can’t get it. For all intents & purposes I am a single mom. I work a full time job and can barely pay the rent plus the utilities. There is NO money for extras. I eat a lot of pasta, rice & mashed potatoes because they are cheap and I save the good meats, fruits & veggies for Kidlet. I eat over at Kdawg’s house a lot because her parents are always willing to feed me and or Kidlet. Nor do either one of us have any medical, dental or eye insurance.

We don’t qualify for ANY assistance. Why?

Well, one of the main issues is that the welfare system goes based on Federal minimum wage which is lower than State minimum wage. So being that I make $1.75 more per hour than Federal minimum wage
my gross income surpasses the income limits for two people since they don’t count ANY deductions even taxes! So they figure that I am bringing home at least $100 more than I actually am.

Lets just figure that my actual income is about $1,000 per month lets break this down:
- Rent $600
- Utilities $200
- Phone $60
- Bus Fare $20
- Kidlet’s Allowance $10
- Bed Payment $80
Expenses $970 Income $1,000
That leaves $30 per month for groceries for two people … so how well do you think I am living?

If I jumped would you too?

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I am so fed up with Kdawg at the moment! (I know what is new right?) It all started when she got this apprenticeship at a tattoo shop. She started acting like a different person just to fit in with her co-workers. I also became friends with her co-workers & customers and was adopted into the tattoo crew as well. Now, Kdawg is a very jealous person so when I started to hang out with the crew without her she started being a cunt.

Now, fast forward a few months. She gets a computer & gets online, signs up for Myspace. Then she goes through my friend list and asks to friend SSF & FFBA (whom she professes to hate) along with FFBA’s band. Now after not wanting to go to one of FFBA’s shows with me she is now all excited saying that I didn’t tell her before that it was Death Metal (which I certainly did because I’m not into it at all) and that her, myself & some of the tattoo crew should go.

I am so damn tired of her trying to fit in and be like everyone else, so tired of her fake ass personality. Just because I have friends & other interests outside of her why does she have to pretend to belong? I don’t care what she does with other people so why does she have to insinuate herself into the other parts of my life where she really isn’t welcome.

This love / hate relationship has moved more toward the hate side since I have moved over to her neighborhood. I have no tolerance for her drama & games as I get older. Hell, Kidlet doesn’t either which is pretty funny too.

I can’t help it

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Now your mad at me because I told you that I couldn’t go to your event. You ask why and I just say everything and you get pissed at me and just say “Awesome”. Well what the hell I am I supposed to do? I have $5 until I get paid again next Friday and I have to buy milk for Kidlet too. Even if I had borrowed the money from SBH I have no ride because the person that I was going with’s car died.

You know I don’t drive. You know I am broke hell you were trying to get me to let you buy me a bottle of liquor last week but, I refused. I don’t want to take anything from you at ALL. I can’t even get the antibiotics that I need for my Pneumonia because they cost between $60 & $80 and I just don’t have the money.

It’s not my fault that I don’t have money to throw around like you do apparently. I’m tired of sitting here crying because I let you down. Any other time that you need me I am here.