One of my most favorite Heavy D songs ever! RIP Heavy
Tag Archives: NaBloPoMo 2011
How Do I Feel?
I think this sums it up pretty well .. and that is all that I have.
Baby you got me, and aint nowhere that I’d be
then with your arms around me
back and forth you rock me yeah
so I surrender, to every word you whisper
every door you enter, I will let you in – Rihanna
Don’t Know What To Say
I really have nothing to write about today. I was up all night getting in a big arguement with “The Man”, slept for a few hours this morning then got up cleaned the turtle tank. The rest of the day I put away laundry, showered, and laid in bed.
After laying here for hours I really think its time for bed & hopefully tomorrow will be better.
Am I Odd .. Confused Relationship Advice Please?
I sometimes feel as though I am a relationship moron so I really need some relationship advice here. As an adult I really haven’t done much dating. Yes, I have dated a few people after my marriage ended but, until now there was nothing really serious.
Now that has changed and I really don’t know how to handle the situation. In all of my previous relationships I never thought of meeting my partners family and they never asked to meet mine. Now, I am in a situation where I have been dating / in a relationship with someone for almost 2 years we started off casually and it has turned more serious. He has a very large family & I do not. I have not met his family yet and he is getting angry & adament about it.
I have put off meeting his family for a few reasons but, the main ones are:
- I am akward & have severe anxiety about meeting new people.
- I feel that if his Mother dislikes me then he will end the relationship (I was told this has happened previously).
- If I become involved with his family I will become attached. Then when things end (I don’t see marriage or super long term) I will feel as though I lost a family yet again.
- I will not be able to be friends with his family after a break up no matter what because that will just hurt too much.
Am I just being irrational? I just need other people’s thoughts on this. I may be great about giving other people relationship advice but, I really suck at figuring out my own relationships.
Tired Means Bullets
So since I am so exhausted I will sum up my day in bullets!
- I started my day at 3:30am as I woke up for no apparent reason and couldn’t get back to sleep.
- A house elf ran off with my camera that I needed. (I think that would be my Mom’s boyfriend)
- I left my winter coat in Kat’s car on Monday … and didn’t realize it until I was getting ready to walk out the door to get Kidlet from school (It was about 45 degrees out).
- Froze my ass off anytime I was outside because a fleece & a puffy vest aren’t enough for our weather.
- Had a nice dinner with Kidlet while waiting to go to her concert.
- Went to said concert and it lasted less than an hour.
- Parked my ass on the couch after getting home & watched Bones.
- Am now blogging and then taking myself to bed.
In that case Goodnight!