Just because we don’t talk or see each other everyday doesn’t mean that we aren’t good friends to each other still.
With one simple word “Hi” we can pick right back up where we left off no matter how long it has been.
Things have changed over the years. We grew up, got jobs, had children and had (or have) relationships but, that will never change how much our friendship means.
So now that Keri has lost her fucking mind she is accusing me of telling Bill where she is but, I only talked to her on facebook im when she actually called Bill’s sister and thats how he got the number.
She is talking all this bullshit on myspace & facebook about friends should be loyal yadda yadda yadda when I have been loyal to her in ways. I feel bad that they expect Bill to be able to instantly be able to move into an apartment on his own and I know he can’t that would be why he’s staying with me. Hell Keri’s parents even brought groceries over for us.
I’m just so fucking fed up with this shit! Bill is a good man and Keri fucked it up.
I had my monthly therapist appointment today .. it was pretty much the same as usual. When I got to telling her about BD saying something about wanting to have a baby for my birthday and wanting to rent a hotel room for that weekend she literally choked on her tea lmfao! I keeping having to tell her that I can’t afford the $30 so that I can go get my birth certificate to apply for insurance but, I feel like such a moron saying it though honestly that $30 is taking food out of my daughters mouth that I just can’t do.
I still haven’t talked to Keri since Saturday night when I blew up at her about stuff. She texted me Sunday & Monday and left a pathetic ass voicemail message on my cellphone Tuesday but, I haven’t responded because 1) She put me in a shitty position 2) She hasn’t apologised at all for anything and 3) She lied that the guys stuff was squashed & I can tell my her little sneaking Myspace status messages.
I can’t lie and say that I don’t miss just picking up the phone and calling or texting her but, I don’t miss the constant drama, bitching and excessive drinking at all. Oh yeah and her expecting me to always pay for her shit too. The rest of us have grown up and have taken responsibility for ourselves & our lives but, she is always going to be all about herself. I though it was guys that never grew up … maybe she is hiding a penis in there somewhere …
I am still so pissed off about my friends actions on Saturday night. I think I have every right to be pissed of when I get invited over to go out and even before we go out I am ignored, made to feel like a 3rd wheel and then forced to bear witness to the start of yet another infidelity against your spouse.
With all the shit that you do you make me hate you. Then you text me like nothing is wrong .. and don’t even give me an apology? This is the time line of the texts you sent me yesterday
9:24 AM Hate that u didn’t come out last night was boring as fuck w o u there
10:43 AM Any chance in lil bit ud want a burger? Mom gave me clearance
1:30 PM U alive?
5:56 PM Chris …..
12:59 AM Im sorry ur so stressed if it counts u wont have to hear about my shit … deaded all of it
So what if your not going to make me deal with all your infidelity crap you are still rude, selfish & greedy and that hasn’t changed in years .. I’ve really come to the boiling point with our friendship. I don’t want to hear from you or see you till I can calm down.
Ok, so I must admit that I have some lapses in morals involving men .. namely their relationship status doesn’t affect what I do generally.
Now, I am in a serious moral bind. I have been friend with a person for years who is married with children and I am great friends with their spouse and love their children. They have issues … the person whom I have been friends with the longest is a lazy slob that is unrealistic about anything in life and can’t follow through with anything while getting everything handed to them. The spouse has been calling my friend out on all these issues hardcore. Which is honestly understandable.
What is my friends reaction? To now say that they want a divorce and have for along time, start flirting with people other than their spouse and I really think is contemplating cheating. I’ve seen the texts … I just don’t feel right about what is going on.
How can I do something without losing my friend?
