For me to leave to go see “muh” Jenn. I’m disappointed that I’m not going down there for her wedding now because the groom changed his mind but, in the long run I know that Jenn can get through this. I’m so sick of men who lie, cheat and generally act irresponsible! If you don’t want to be with someone it’s not fair to use them emotionally, physically & materialistically.

Anyway, let me change the subject before I get totally pissed off! I only have 2 more days left to work before getting my 5 days off for vacation. I can’t wait .. I can’t remember the last time I had a vacation from work and this is the first time I am actually going somewhere.

My checked bag is just about packed and I will pack my carry on Wednesday night although I already have most of the stuff set aside to go in it except for all my electronic stuff. I have to go buy some more ziplock bags so that I can get all the cords for my ipod, laptop & cellphone all neat and organized.

I’m hoping that I don’t get too homesick .. I know that I will have an awesome time since I will be with Jenn but, I’ve never been that far away from home or from Kidlet so we shall see what happens.

Anyway, I think I am going to go lay down on the couch & read for a little bit and maybe take a nap. I feel super tired for some reason today *shrugs*