Ugh!!!!! So tonight while laying in my bed Duane told me more of his secrets … he’s bi-polar and takes daily medications (or he “tries” to) and sees a therapist and has anger issues. I really knew this was too good to be true for real.

I can deal with someone who is a medicated bi-polar (hell my roommate is one) but, the anger problems not so much. If it was just mood swings it would be ok. I just don’t think I can take the risk of being with him no matter how much I like him otherwise for my sake or Kidlet’s.

Before all of this he asked me to go to NYC for a weekend in April with him & his family because they go on an annual shopping trip. Even if I wanted to go (which I don’t, because I think its way to early to meet his family anyway) I now have to think about what he told me and figure it out.

Then one of his ex’s called him while he was here .. he didn’t answer but, I know that its the same ex who called him up this weekend when she was drunk talking about how she still loves him & wants to be with him blah blah blah. He thinks that she is only doing it because she knows that he is talking to me.

Honestly, If he wants to be with her that’s cool with me. I’m not too invested in him or us yet to really care. If I did I wouldn’t be considering “cheating” on him already now would I?