So I saw that this domain name was up for sale and I just had to have it. It fits me as much as Sinful-Love.Org did .. maybe even more.
At times my emotions rule my actions more than anything else. I don’t want to let anyone into my heart because I don’t want to be hurt and I don’t have the patience to deal with everything that comes with loving. I don’t want to let the love in my heart show to certain people because they take it for granted1 and they say they don’t feel that way but their actions sometimes speak louder than words.
I want to be a hard ass and keep almost everyone from affecting my life. The drama, hurt, pain and everything else out weigh the love. Sometimes, I think it’s sad that I am this way2 but, I know that I am a product of my environment and my past has taught me some hard lessons.
Maybe someday someone will come along and break the lock around my heart … and if that day comes then it will be time to move on.
- and have for years actually [↩]
- and proudly show it with my heart wrapped in chains that is tattooed on my chest [↩]