I am in a completely horrid mood today. I started spotting Thursday and by this morning I am full out bleeding like I am dying. I guess it isn’t really suprising since last month’s period was just 5 days of barely spotting. This month it has made me want to do nothing but stay in bed and sleep all day. Not to mention have nausea from hell.

The weather here is beyond insane. Last night on my way home it was 2 degrees and that isn’t including the windchill so it had to have been well below zero. I have taken a cab home from work 3 nights so far this week and I will be taking another tonight probably.

I really need to go buy dvd’s so that I can burn some of the stuff off my computer before it decides that it really hates me.  I have so much stuff to do that I have been slacking on because I have felr llike complete shit. I have to put away my clean laundry away (that has been sitting in the basket for over a week), wash my dirty laundry, put away the dishes, vaccume and I have to eventually walk to the library to return the 15 books that the Kidlet & I took out the last time.

Then I found out tonight that my uber drama causing ex friend Debbie is pregnant. Not a real shocker … she has been playing with taking birth control sometimes and just not using any at all. I feel sorry for this baby for real. Deb has no close female friends to help her learn to be a parent as her mother passed away when she was a teen. She doesn’t really have anyone reliable in her life at all matter of fact. The baby’s father is just some fuck buddy of Debbie’s that isn’t too bright.

I just can’t imagine her being responisble enough to take care of a child when she can’t keep a roof over her head nor keep herself fed. I can only hope this makes her finally grow up at 24. It makes me feel sad that because of what she did to our friendship (something totally unforgivable and she knew it when she was doing it) I won’t be there for her either. I am one of those people that if you are my friend and you need anything that I will help you no matter what somehow some way.

I am just so disgusted with people today. Maybe I should have stayed home in bed with the covers over my head and ignored life.