It has been a long day and it’s not even 1pm. I am sitting in on a conference call with one of our out of state owners1 that my presence was requested at and isn’t even needed.
I feel like shit today honestly I don’t know if it is because I am getting sick or if it’s a combination of the medicines that I am on. But, I feel lightheaded and like I’m going to throw up.
I really just want to go home from work and not go to the second job. But, I have to go because I have to get my bills paid.
I have decided to give up the ghetto house sometime during the next year. My one friend, Kidlet and I will be moving into a three bedroom apartment when we can find one.
He has agreed to pay half of the rent & utilities and help take care of of Kidlet. I actually trust him with my child, pets and belongings. He is the kind of guy that I want to be with but, I know that I would walk all over him2.