My personal life is a big jumble right now. I am trying to work 2 jobs and take care of kidlet while starting a sort of relationship.

I guess I’ve been casually dating a guy but, I don’t know where it is going or that I want it to go anywhere. Then I have the ex who is coming to me for all of his mixed up girl problems and yet trying to start some stuff with me sort of.

My day job isn’t stable at all. The company is going to go under and I won’t have a job there. The second job is considering giving me a management position but, I don’t know that I want a salaried management position where I have to work six days a week with no overtime and expected to work 48 hours a week.

The grants for my house aren’t coming in like I was told they were.

Things are just a damn complete mess.