SSF stopped at K’s house on the way home from work this afternoon thinking that he could kill some time before picking me up from work … only I wasn’t working today lol.
Apparently everything he said while over there was Christina this & Christina that 
. He im’ed me as soon as he got home and he may stop over when he is done playing his game online … god I hope the kid is sleeping and I can’t hump the hell out of him!
I really really like him. I honestly dont see us being together like long term but, I want to be with him now thats all I can really focus on anyway with BD being the way that he is. I also have to be careful with Kidlet. She really likes SSF but, she is no where near ready to find out if I start dating someone. She still wakes up crying about BD not being here.
God, things are so hard sometimes. How the hell am I supposed to do this?
It's okay hon. It is going to take time for you and Alyssa to get use to having someone who cares. It's hard on Alyssa to see Mike with his bitch but we both know how that is. But anyway.
Everything will work out in the in.