I get a phone call at 5pm asking me if I can work the 4pm – 12am shift tomorrow. What did my dumb ass say to him? SURE!. I know I desparately need the money but, only one day off and turning aroung and coming back in at 8am on Sunday is going to kill me. The only night Kidlet has slept here at home is tonight. She will be home Sunday night & Monday night then not again until Friday night. I usually get home after taking 2 busses at 1:30am. I drop my crap at the door, let the dogs out then go over to mom’s and sleep on the couch so that I can spend sometime with Kidlet before school and then take her there.
This schedule is killing both Kidlet & myself. I need to find a daytime job 9-5 Monday through Friday SOON!.
Working with porn not doing it for you? I so understand. I hope you find you a good job soon. I know how much you must miss Alyssa.