Here I am back at a new domain. I guess I just needed more privacy & a change. This site will only be my blog with a limited amount of information about me and nothing else. I have my other domain for my projects etc.

Yet again there is more drama in my life that I don’t need.BD’s father has left his mother & rented a studio apartment. BD can’t stay there and can only stay with his mother until the end of the week. He won’t go stay with his grandmother either.

All I know is that I will NOT let Kidlet go somewhere before & after school that I don’t who is there & what’s going on. If BD moves in with his girlfriend or other friends that I don’t know I will need to find & pay for a babysitter. She still doesn’t understand why daddy doesn’t live here. He says that he has a lot to think about. He better not even think that he can come back here. He didn’t want to when I stupidly offered before but, now that he has nowhere to go he better not kiss up to me.

Yes I’m alone. Yes I need to be loved. Yes I get upset that BD can do whatever he wants but, I have to be the ever responsible one. Yes I’m scared to even attempt to find a man. But, I WON’T let him come back here.

I did manage to get a new cell & number this past week though. I got a Samsung VGA1000. I also went on a cleaning spree this weekend as well. The only parts of the house that were left untouched are the attic & the basement. I got Trixie her crate today too. I’ll see how that works out when I get home tomorrow night.

In the process of cleaning I found some fireworks & I called to ask SBD if he wanted them & he said hell yeah so he will be stopping by sometime after I get home tomorrow to pick them up. I hope he’ll decide to stay for awhile and hang out. I doubt it but, hey I can hope right?

I’ve been hanging out with M2 lately but he’s been pissing me off. It’s called if I don’t answer the house or cell phone & don’t return you messages then you might get the idea that I don’t really want to talk to you right? He’s a typical male too. I don’t know if he’s just worried about me in a friend way or more but, I don’t think it is but, hell I’ve been wrong before.

BTW, It’s pretty sad when you are cleaning & find 8 condoms that expired like 2 years ago lol.