I can honestly say that I don’t know what the hell I’m doing.

I really want to be in a loving physical relationship with a man but, It is scary.

I can’t be physically involved with someone without a serious relationship. I don’t share and I get jealous. With all that is going on in my life who really wants to put the effort into a relationship with me?

I guess I’m just tired of being alone & horney. Sometimes it’s all good doing it yourself but, you can’t replace the feelings of being in a mans arms that loves you and wants you.